driving

the day did not start well with me hving v dry eyes n they were hurting a little. i was wondering y when i realised i dreamt that i was hving dinner at a hawker centre, eating prawn mee with my mum n family. i probably was crying in my sleep......n wasn't aware about it. was feeling a little down. i prepared to go for my driving lesson then followed by e test.

realised i had flu n i couldn't stop sniffing. which was another bad sign i guess. was driving perfectly fine and my parks were absolutely perfect. when it came down to e test. i was waiting for e tester and it was e longest wait in my life. i was like 15mins n it would be over! but alas no, i had to go thru it again. i was driving thru e interesection, passed thru it halfway n i looked out to my left but was blocked by e cars parked there n i did not see e other car which was about to pass by!! shucks. bummer. wth. i failed. did not stop for oncoming car. i was disheartened. terribly upset. i'm sorry was all Garry, my driving instructor told me. i was silent thruout e whole ride back to e driving centre to book my next test.it was not meant to be. i will hv to take e nxt test in 3 wks time.

i hv a phobia now, a rather strong one in fact. i will not allow myself to fail again. i was always cautious, looking out for cars patiently. but i juz didn't see this particular car on my left. i told myself not to make silly mistakes n i did. i've let the nerves get e better of me... i find it really hard to study now.... i need to whine to someone now, real bad....but zixin's not home. she's got her last paper.

feeling juz horrid. i hate myself, for being so stupid. for always screwing things up.

Amy
Liverpool fan
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