my world~~^^

2007-08-02T12:02:00.000+08:00

back in melb. i've been back for almost 2 weeks but feels like i've been back for
a long time. life is back to normal. tons of readings to do gives me a headache.

my human psychophysio just amazes me everytime. she doesn't noe her stuff.
wot is conspecifics someone asked?? erm actually i'm not v sure because i didn't do the slides and so yeah. wth???
and she juz mumbles when she goes over certain slides that she isn't sure. so screwed.
just on tuesday she actually said the most amazing thing. "negative potassium ion". like oh my gosh. and she said it a few times mind u.
how she can be so laidback strolling in for lectures with no sense of time juz amazes me too.
i think i'll be better off reading on my own.

i seriously need a job. like to make my life more meaningful. and of cuz some income would be great.

2007-06-27T16:32:00.000+08:00

i cannot stop complaining about the heat.
there's like practically no wind.
i'm in an aircon room most of the time.
the heat has somehow made me lose some interest in shopping. but i still v much want that pair of pumps from aldo
i can't shop for long hours like i used to. my feet ache v easily these days due to the lack of exercise.
but damn do i miss e food here, i hv at least 3 full meals a day.i dun really care if i get fat or wot.
most importantly met up with frenz......
i start work tmr at the hougang childcare centre and i can't wait even if it means getting up early.

to mc: be strong, 6 weeks will pass v fast..take care n hv fun!! miss ya~~

2007-06-17T00:18:00.000+08:00

it was a good nite for really spicy stuff. i've seriously nv seen anyone like harry who sweats so much when he eats spicy food! but overall e food was pretty good. lotsa fun n laughter over the meal which made it enjoyable.

was so cold n foggy. melissa n i initially wanted to go for the giant sky wheel ride but we decided against it.

the effiel tower lookalike behind. look how foggy it is.

the giant sky wheel in the background. i want to sit on it!!!

2007-06-13T18:19:00.000+08:00

seems like hving gotten sick 2 weeks ago, feels like my body doesn't really feel the same anymore. can u believe it i'm in my shorts n shirt, its 11 degrees outside and i'm actually sweating. its affecting my mood to study.

i wonder i wonder, how i'm going to survive when i go back.

anyways conversation of the day:
harry: will you be free for a quick dinner on sat?
we all call him king harry so...
me: yeah of cuz! how can i miss king harry's bdae??
harry: your loyalty to the kingdomless "king" was noted:)
LOL.

2007-06-09T23:09:00.000+08:00

why i love this country sometimes.
u can juz go flirt a little with that guy at the seafood store and you get a discount.
you start talking to the taxi driver guy who takes u to the airport and he makes small
talk with u at first, continues to tell u his whole life story, and when u reach he tells u he
wants to follow u and u juz joke back saying u can pack him in ur luggage, u get a discount
for ur taxi fare.
u have a really nice n cute looking sales consultant who works juz next door,
when he plays with u, u reciprocate, get close to him and he will try and get a good
investor for the apartment ur staying in.
the list just goes on..
nice huh.

on a side note, i juz finished a bag of prawn crackers in one sitting. another reason why i
dislike exams. damn. i hvn't exercised in 3 months. fat.:(:(

2007-06-08T09:25:00.000+08:00

developmental psychology and physiology exams down.
temporal lobe epilepsy assignment all printed all and ready to
be handed in after this. won't be a very good one done but i'm already
so tired with all e papers and its too late to change anything much :s.

only behavioural neuroscience paper and research methods to go! aha!
can't wait. amy is already counting down e days..........
but first i'm going to take a mini break. treat myself to some nice lunch,
go shopping around town for abit. tsk i hvn't been down to e city in almost
2 weeks!! let me pamper myself for a few hours ya daddy?hee.
after that i'm going to start mugging like crazy again........

2007-06-04T10:22:00.000+08:00

FRUSTRATED!!!

damn brain just can't retain all the information.
there's just so much to memorise............
all i can do now is to just pray for guidance.

why am i not a genius???

AJA AJA FIGHTING!!!!

2007-05-23T22:21:00.000+08:00

i haven't had such a good conversation in such a long time~~
counting down e days..
i miss u too reb!!!

2007-05-17T16:14:00.000+08:00

UPDATE UPDATE!!!

sorry again for the lack of updates. wen bin asked where have i gone missing haha. it has been a really busy semester. swamped with work and other commitments it has been crazy. but i'm loving it still~~ anyways let the pictures do the talking......

First up bowon's 21st birthday..it was way back on 6th May haha. celebrated at Han Guk Guan, one of bowon's favourite......

As usual so much food i ate until i almost puked. bleahz.

Next up CTG production "He ain't heavy, he's my father..."!! everything was in cantonese, I
didn't understand of cuz which was irritating. luckily the hongkongers knew how to speak
pretty good chinese which made it better...seriously i kept complaining at first cuz there were
so much rehearsals and shows going on i was exhausted. but when u come back to think about it,
it was worth it cuz u made so many new friends and had so much fun joking around and
bitching about ppl. hee:P

see the girl in jumpers? thats fay, the girl i do make up for. she is so cute and nice. and she
doesn't complain about the make up i do. haha.

guy in the middle with specs is one of the lead actors. he is so good at acting its unbelievable.
but he sweats too much. i always have to handle his clothes when he changes out and its
soooo wet its disgusting haha. but very nice guy. i will miss them all!!

lastly, dad came last weekend to visit.so we drove up to dandenong to miss marples and had
lunch. look at the belgium waffes, best ever. ate so much i felt so fat after that.

ben and bowon decided to treat my dad to koko black and i had a chocolate affogato. yum.
FAT LEH>>>>>>>haiz.

next, exam coming up in 2 more weeks...time to start studying!!!

2007-05-01T22:56:00.000+08:00

the rising and falling feeling is not doing me any good.
makes it hard for me to concentrate.

on another note, bloody neighbours i have! move out and blast ur techno music somewhere else!

2007-04-24T20:17:00.000+08:00

seems like i'm not the only one who likes cute asian boy who sells sausage and
ham in the market. everyone else seems to have noticed him. i need to get my
weekly dose of him when i go to the market every week haha.
but last week was the best. i walked past him in the vegetable section n sorta stopped
and i tink he knows wot is going on. haha. funny.

getting stuff ready for exchange is not easy. subject problems, academic reference.
bah. but i really want to do it. persevere i will!

its getting cold which means i get hungry easily too. damn weather. making me buy too
much snacks, hving huge cravings for lotsa sweet, doritos, hot chocolate. bad. i have to control.

2007-04-15T16:46:00.000+08:00

lab reports. late nites. assignment. deadlines. mid semester test. overdose of caffeine. chinese theatre group rehearsals. broken drawer. is leaving amy feeling v grumpy and heavy lifeless eye lids. hmph.

though i must say ctg rehearsals are fun. putting on theatre make up, standing at one side to look at the funny rehearsals even thou i dun understand cantonese is actually fun. only thing is selling tickets. arrghhhh.

it would be good if someone can give me a nice long massage i so need right now ha.

2007-04-13T21:19:00.000+08:00

letting go is not easy. told myself countless times to do so and i think i've lived in self-denial
for a while thinking i already did. but no. but being so busy this semester has helped.
i've finally let go. *pats myself:)

2007-04-07T11:14:00.000+08:00

sorry for the lack of updates~!
i'm alive and kicking! haha.

been watching FINA world champs 2 weeks go, cheering on hot boy michael phelps. damn, w/o swimming there's nth to watch on tv!
caught 300 at the movies but other than hot spartan guys and lotsa nice violence scenes, i thought it was just an alright movie. maybe i was too tired.
easter break at the moment~~ but = 2 lab reports worth 40% each due after easter. boo. wot kinda easter break is this.
can i say that fasting on Good Friday is one of the hardest thing? damn i thought i was gonna die of hunger any minute. TOUGH!

2007-03-19T19:49:00.000+08:00

NOOOOOOOOO!!
the Liberal Party in melbourne projects that water storage will fall below the minimum operating level within 60 days relied on there being zero rainfall in this period.

damn. it better not be so dry again this year. let it rain!

2007-03-14T15:08:00.000+08:00

i HATE computer aided learning (CAL) for physiology. its kinda like tutorial
where u answer questions online. sucks so bad. cuz its gets u a mega headache n lots of stress
after that. i can understand everything in lecture perfectly well but when it comes to CAL
it confuses u again. arrggh.save me.

on another note, i still cannot find a job, choosing a uni to go for exchange (lots of research but e exchange adviser juz refuses to meet me), tons of readings to do n trying to hv some fun during weekends when i can.

its going to be one helluva semester.

2007-03-12T10:17:00.000+08:00

Moomba WaterFestival~~

Its autumm now but knowing its melbourne, we can get pretty cold or hot days. today was extremely hot. Perfect for a water festival~~ met bowon n ben in the afternoon n we explored e place. walked so much.. as the whole event was pretty huge! carnivals, rides n candy floss, it was pretty fun! but the bad side, i got darker!!! bah. stupid stupid sun. now got t-shirt tan.

the rides were pretty expensive. like 7bucks is e cheapest while e thrill rides were like expensive. didn't get on any ride thou.

on days like this, slurpee is our best friend=) i love love carnivals, makes you feel like a kid again.

the games were all pretty dumb except for the basketball games. we came back at nite to hv a go at e games. more like e guys did. haha. ben impressed me when he shoot e basketball in e hoop on his first try n got a collie soft toy for bowon! jealous jealous. we were squealing n cheering like crazy for ben haha. so so impressed cuz he doesn't play bball. bowon n i were sad thou cuz we wanted e husky soft toy so bad but none of e other guys managed to get it. LOUSY. spend like almost 50bucks still get nth. bleahz. haha but nonetheless, fun, hvn't this crazy over softtoys for a while. bowon n i kept chasing guys with husk soft toys! lolz.

at nite, fireworks. beautiful=) had a lot of fun e whole day. can't believe we walked from like 3pm till 1am almost nonstop. still had energy left to go to a fren's house for karoke haha. so tired after that. had so much trouble with one "insect" thou. juz kept buzzing around me, was so irritated. go away!!!

2007-03-01T22:03:00.000+08:00

sometimes when u hv too much going on in ur life that makes everything difficult,
the best is to juz go take a walk. tink it only works for me. i like walking down to lygon street
to bask in the italian atmosphere, look at the numerous cute dogs and it really gives you that sense of peace=)

things aside, went for the Ferrari 60th Anniversary Festival today! awesome stuff. i've never seen so many ferrari cars before so it was really an eye opener. damn i wish i had one haha.
pictures for you pleasure..

2007-02-26T17:29:00.000+08:00

back in melb

oh wells. back to studying again. miss my life back in sg so much. i was juz getting used to it.
i miss reb dear n everyone else. thanks everyone for ur concerned smses,
they really made my day. especially when i got v home sick e first few days and
barely had any appetite.
now its cough, cough n cough. sucks. first time getting sick in melb.
not mentioning tt there's seriously nth to do at night during weekends =.=

but of cuz some stuff i missed here.

at victoria market. nice weather, nice ambience tt u can't find in sg. juz beautiful .

not forgetting nice hot brathwurst sausages topped off with onions n mustard. yummy.

2007-02-08T01:12:00.000+08:00

sorry for the lack of updates!
been busy with work and meeting up with ppl~
so yeah CNY is round e corner yay! been binging on pineapple tarts n egg rolls. yummy.
which also means that i'll be going back to melbourne in 2 weeks..which sucks so bad.
im loving life so much right now. well yeah i do get treated like some "superstar" everytime i
come back. but i've had e best holiday i'm gonna miss everyone like crazy!!

its gonna be hard to say goodbye this time round.

2006-12-29T18:05:00.000+08:00

holidays

been too lazy to blog. busy too.
in e past 3 weeks i've been everywhere. genting for a couple of days,
Hong Kong for shopping spree, and i juz came back from KL yest after some more shopping.
guess i enjoyed myself most in HK. e shopping there is juz unbelievable. i love it. fashion is awesome too. KL was so so, there was seriously nth much to buy. either it was like low quality clothes or too high end stuff which r not even nice. bleahz.
but food was really good in HK n KL. i think i can just be a korean now. i love it so much i can juz eat it everyday. everyday in HK my sis n i were eating korean food for dinner thanks to my auntie. n in KL it was e same thing, bimbimbab, bbq kalbee beef, kimchi chigae. YUMMY. too bad there's no like really good korean restaurant in sg.
anyways it was jacket shopping spree in HK for my sis n i, 3 in total for me and i got another pair of boots hee(with heels this time):) some pics...

this jacket was love at first sight. i love e fur. n it keeps u pretty warm. it was a steal, at only HK$119. but daddy was like, u wear like tt later e angmohs think u v rich how?haha.

i was forced to buy this jacket haha. cuz alex's aunty wanted to get us something n refused to budge until she got sth for me. how sweet for her. she knew i liked those furry stuff n went round to all e shops to search for a nice jacket for me. beautiful isn't it? real rabbit fur, keeps u super warm n e material is semi water proof. but of course this jacket was costly n i felt bad. i love shopping for winter clothings!

alrite till then to e nxt post......

2006-11-30T22:23:00.000+08:00

home

being home is absolutely great. i hate e weather thou. too hot for me.
i can't help but complain everyday. n hibernate in cool air conditioned shopping malls.
i find it strange how some ppl can still wear a jacket. =.=
been meeting up with ppl, had a fun fun time with rebeca dear yest. we shopped for 8hrs straight carrying all our shopping bags around it was hilarious.
today bowon came over to visit n i did 10hrs of shopping. my legs r killin me n i'm so tired. 18hrs of shopping in 2days! its crazy.
tmr is time for more fun. need to get some snooze!

2006-11-22T18:14:00.000+08:00

end of exams~

its time to party once again~~woohoo. exams are finally over, but it also means i'll be back in singapore v soon!!
so me n bowon, the only ones out of our clique to finish exams first wahaha went to town for retail therapy and some girly chat! :P
first stop : mouche. our favourite korean accessories place. there were sooo many new stuff having not been there for ages. and i bought a really pair of pretty earrings haha.

who can resist not owning it! it caught my eye e moment i stepped in. :P

we then broused round myers, ok more like walking past without even looking cuz we were too caught up in our conversation.
i can't believe i'll be back in 3days. it has been a whole 9 months out of home. i miss e food like crazy, my family, friends and of cuz willow.

ok gotta go, next few days will be real busy with meeting my grand auntie, shopping for goodies n meeting up with friends before they go home. see u guys in singapore real soon!

2006-11-17T21:04:00.000+08:00

sometimes...u just don't know if u should step in and say something,
to offer to listen without making the person even more depressed.
don't u feel that sometimes?

life is complicating...

oh wells. 1 more week to home!!!

2006-11-14T14:36:00.000+08:00

booooooo. sexy boy dean is out. he sang well on sunday thou. but anyways he got a record deal with sony which is just awesome. so jessica n damien thru to e finals. nice final at the opera house. i love them both.

2006-11-13T11:36:00.000+08:00

bunch of morons.

bloody neighbours i have!! i went to sleep abt 2am n was fast asleep...when zixin woke me up at 4plus to tell me she called e police. i was all groggy n when i heard e word police,
i juz pounced right out of bed. gosh. then i heard e din that e neighbour was creating.
OMG. it was so freaking loud. the stupid dance music, that constant beat..bomp bomp bomp makes u go crazy. i felt like i was living nxt to a club. idiots.

so we went to ring their house phone to tell them to lower down their volume. they said ok but never got soft. banged on their door, but e music was way too loud they couldn't hear. so i tried going back to sleep but that constant beat bugged me so bad. i tore pieces of tissue n stuffed in my ear as ear plugs n it didn't help. n everytime e music stopped for a while i thot it was over. but it was juz e next track. i was seriously so damn pissed. n e stupid police was taking so freaking long to come. where's e efficiency???

this ah ma came from upstairs banged their door real loud did they only realise they were too loud. omg. of cuz its loud. r they deaf or wot?? kept apologising but e volume didn't change much.

the police finally came abt 6plus in e morning. rang our house and got it. the 2 constables (thats wot they call themselves) came over to our place to listen to how loud it was n yeah agreed. but phwoarrr e constables were so "man"...lol. the buldging muscles they couldn't close their arms, n they hv a good height. haha ok so i digressed. they got down their names n e music stopped thank goodness. but it came back up after 9am...arrrggh wotever. thing is they were all asleep! i tink its juz a habit, they need e music to stay alive or sth. really idiots. i reckon they are only like 16/17 since they looked so young. n its exam period for goodness sake. pls be more considerate!!

2006-11-11T23:07:00.000+08:00

i dun like this at all.

being shut off. communication is important.
i feel so vexed everytime this happens.
i'm at a lost as to wot to do already.
i miss hving her, someone to talk to, who will listen to u reason, expressing her feelings.
feelings, so important. no one will noe wot ur thinking if u dun express urself.
well mayb its hard. i dunno.

2006-11-04T10:01:00.000+08:00

my birthday celebration!

it was supposed to be a bdae celebration surprise. but i knew it e moment zixin said: "amy, lets go to korean palace this sunday to eat as much as we want before exams to destress." haha. but well i juz pretended i didn't noe anything. but turned out it was double surprise!

thnx to all who came!

cake from brunetti's again. isn't it beautiful??

and so it was double bdae party it turned out! to celebrate tuan didi's bdae which is not till 25th dec. they even asked him wot flavour cake he wanted n he did not suspect a thing. =.=

love zixin n bowon to death! =P

louis vuitton box curtosy of bowon's sis haha. how i wish it contained a LV bag.

tada! a spaghetti top, chanel socks n ralph lauren hot perfume. now i can strike it off my never ending list of perfumes tt i want. thanks guys!!

on another note, i received 2 bdae cards today. one from my family n reb dear. such a surprise! oh wells,back to reality. time to hit e books again.

2006-11-01T21:02:00.000+08:00

i'm only human...

u've been mugging like crazy e past few days, reaching home at 1am or 2am in e morning, braving e dangers of walking along grattan n swanston street with zixin.
then u come home a little earlier today at 11plus, go online to relax only to hv ur dad come talk to u n e first thing he says:"how come nv study?". oh please, if i dun take a break i'm juz gonna die from stress n exhaustion. spare me. =.=

hmm n i was using e computer at the medical building n boy..beautiful imacs...e whole room filled with it. i want one too! another classic example of how rich e school is..

2006-10-26T19:40:00.000+08:00

friends

long overdue post = me mugging really hard for exams! = really proud of myself.=)
jennie n lynn juz left a few days ago, giving me back my freedom.
lots of things happened in juz a week..which made me real pissed. wonder how such disgusting n unhygienic person can exist. not to mention even inconsiderate at times.
i've decided not to complain, it would take me forever.
so all i can say, do not be too nice and allow ppl to trample over u.

on another note, lynn made me real happy e past week or so, i've laughed like i've never laughed before for sooo long. helped me destressed a lot. thanks a lot. looking forward to hving yam ice with u next month!

2006-10-26T19:32:00.000+08:00

zixin's bdae celebration

hvn't had e time to blog abt it.
so we had a night of fun at Dion..this really posh greek restaurant with awesome food n wine.
e cake from brunetti's was juz awesome. leaving u with e pics...

2006-10-21T20:44:00.000+08:00

updates

been busy with work n 2 of my frenz came over to stay over at my apartment for a wk so
i haven't been able to blog. they are still here n won't be over till tue but juz a short update..

so wot have i been doing e past week or so...
1) celebrated zixin's 20th bdae
2) studied in e library, finally started, or at least i tried to.
3) went for e flare dance which wasn't v good.
4) had nutella cheesecake n freddo's ice cream (yes another pigging out session)
5) been entertaining my frenz
6) had a haircut, changed my whole look. i can't go walking around without fussing whether my hair has volume every other 15mins haha.

ok tts it so far. going shopping so far so i need my energy.
look out for my next post, COMPLAINTS.

2006-10-12T19:00:00.000+08:00

so not spring!!

cold weather is sooo last season. it was still pretty cold last yr but e weather has been crazy e past few days. 1st few days it was quite cold, or cool...more like spring. but these few days, it has been over 30deg. yes. it was actually freaking 36 degrees today! i was seriously gonna melt any minute. e weather is so much worse than singapore, so humid, n hot air blowing at u, not nice at all. n guess wot, we were hving this free lunch bbq at the uni lawn today n i was holding e plain bread in my hand in e queue waiting to get bbq sausages, my bread got toasted! yeap it was crispy. a cold drink didn't help much at all. the worse thing, bloody flies. its like so irritating when e stupid flies like buzz around u n then try to rest on ur lips. arrggh its disgustin.
and right now, i can't even open my apt's sliding door cuz flies will come in. already abt 30 were flying ard in our house n zixin n i had to suck them using our vacuum. bleahz. so e house is so stuffy right now. i seriously need a fan.

summer only arrives in 7 weeks (by then i'll be long gone thankfully) n its already so hot! my fren was telling me e other day it could get up to 40deg nxt few days i guess im not gonna doubt her now. somebody SAVE ME!!

2006-10-05T11:02:00.000+08:00

full steam ahead

its back to studying again. more late nights, less sleep n of cuz stress.
juz 1 more month to exam. n how lucky, i have my first paper on my birthday.

first wk of school after spring break has already been bad. 3 tests this wk and i
didn't discover it till sunday. been studying more than usual i've been so tired and
yeah loss of appetite. but i've got no choice, i have to do well, if i want to do my honours.

oh well, time to hit e books again. neuroscience is seriously killing me. bah.

on a side note, lynn n jennie are coming to visit me in 2 wks time! won't have much time to entertain them thou, but they will have to cook for me...hahaha.=P

ohoh n i'll be back 25th nov!

2006-09-28T16:32:00.000+08:00

do i like it here or not?

so i realied i've nv blogged about it. wot made me write abt this was a fren who commented that i dun seem to like melb a lot. which really made me think. do i??

ok, i wanted to come here so bad becuz i hated e teaching system in singapore. after going thru so much in jc, i thot i had enough. but e main reason y i came was becuz i wanted to get away from everything. i wanted to start anew. i wanted to come to a foreign place where basically almost no one knew me. i wanted to experience e feeling of being thrown into e deep sea n to find my way back on my own.
so i came to melb with my dad who only stayed with me for abt 5 days. n after tt i was all alone. it was scary at e beginning. cuz i had no frenz, so wot am i going to do during e weekends or my free time? i cried for a week. it was terrible. i scolded my brother on e phone who thot it was so easy. further more, it was winter i was freezing like hell. life was bad. i had to cook on my own. i missed e times when i could juz slack ard in my room n wait for my grandma to call me down for meals. but cooking was fun. since i could experiment around n cook wotever i wanted. i refrained from instant noodles, unless i was real busy. but i ate LOTS. i could eat 1 whole big piece of dory fish fillet, a bunch of veggies n 2 cups of rice. of cuz i piled on weight.
then i met zixin at e orientation. boy was i glad. she was a v bubbly, cheerful girl n we could really chat abt almost everything. i really thanked God for that. so we did everything together. marketing, went shopping, pigging out, juz everything.
next came along bowon, whom i met in one of my lectures n we were told by e lecturer to introduce urself to e person beside u. she seemed aloof at first. but maybe she was juz shy. i introduced her to zixin n bam! we became 3 of e best frenz. almost inseparable.
so where did e guys come to e picture?
i was in bio lab n there was this guy sitting opposite me who looked so much like singaporean. so i took e initiative n talked to him. he was zichao.really friendly n hardworking guy.i spent a lot of time with him since he was so hardworking, he could help me out n stuff. n everything else juz happened when he introduced us to jonathan, ben n tuan.
then bam! again. friendships blossom n couples form n i shan't go into e details.
the seven of us roam around together melbourne, tour around e suburbs, discover nice places to eat n yeah it was fun.

so now back to y my fren commented that i didn't seem to like e place. well cuz i can very safely say here that in melbourne, asians n caucasians hardly mix. it is fine in gold coast, we even frenz with some caucasian over there n she was e one who told us that, so that's e reason y thou she's staying in melbourne, she's moving over to gold coast.
so wots e problem? my fren was saying probably i wasn't sociable enough? no i dun tink so. it doesn't only happen to me. but yeah actually e caucasian girls are alrite, i can really talk to them,but if it comes to hanging out i guess not. do not talk abt caucasian guys cuz most of them juz do not bother about you. i'm not saying all, i've met some nice ones in lab n all that. but yeah u juz cannot take it to e next level.
so juz basing on this statement tt i told my fren tt asians n caucasians dun mix, he thinks tt i'm not hving fun here. which is so wrong. i love my frenz, they mean e world to me. with no family here with u, they are e ones u depend on most. sometimes yeah i do mix being served n my family n all tt, but i've gotten used to it.
i seriously love e freedom. best thing over here.i can sleep at wotever time i want, sleep as much as i want, go out as late as i want n there's no one to care. besides i get to eat a wide variety of good food, pig out at Brunetti's where they sell fabulous cakes, or get all choked up with choc at Koko black.....hmmm nice.

basically, i do like it over here. i build up even more confidence, i expose myself to more cultures, i find out that i can do things that i've never thot i could ever do, am more independent, love my frens to bits...
my only complaints...bloody weather is so freaking unpredictable, i dun get served anymore haha, i hate to do laundry(i even hand wash these days), its too nice to sleep over here i become really lazy, stuff r a tad bit expensive thou only at Direct Factory Outlets are e stuff really cheap.

i used to thing it is really cool to study overseas. n i still think so. and it makes me realise how important my family is to me. i love them, but i love them even more now with all my heart. my daddy n i were never that close, but since i've been over here, i can feel e love so strong it makes me so happy. juz a phone call n it'll make me so happy. i like this feeling.

anyways thing of e day! afternoon tea at brunetti's........

me n my choc n strawberry jam filled cake. yummy!

2006-09-24T20:08:00.000+08:00

dean geyer

i juz seriously gg crazy everytime this guy appears on tv n start screaming. yes childish,
very secondary schooish like. but who cares ahhhhhhhh.........
he may not be e best singer but he's seriously e whole package. juz SO cute.
watch e videos below n u noe why i go gaga over him hahaa...

2006-09-24T20:06:00.001+08:00

Dean Geyer's audition..

world karate champ!!

2006-09-24T20:06:00.000+08:00

Dean Geyer - If you could only see

e group performance..so cute!

2006-09-24T20:05:00.000+08:00

Dean Geyer final 12

great singing....

2006-09-24T20:03:00.001+08:00

Dean Geyer final 11

ahhhh...sexy...

2006-09-22T23:08:00.000+08:00

koko black

so we can't hv late nite suppers in melb...e one place we can head off to is koko black!
ok so its more like sinful indulgence......bleahz. v fattening. indeed. but who cares,
its holidays, so we muz indulge! so we ordered, mayb a bit too much...
presenting u e pictures........

so bowon n i ordered e martini choc mousse each! yummy. v v good. n sinful of cuz.

and ben' ordered e martini choc ice cream...v nice dark choc too........

wot we all ordered. we each had a ice choc to go with it too! bleahz. too much choc for one day we got so sick haha.

yes hols has been abt eating n shopping mainly so far. but still kinda boring. no nice movies to watch at all. oh well. i seriously can't wait to go back to singapore....

2006-09-17T23:56:00.000+08:00

trip to camberwell ~

and so its spring break! it was a bright n sunny day and so e 6 of us went to camberwell to walk around n have lunch at this famous pasta/pizza family restaurant Sophia! we heard that e portion was huge but boy did we get a shock! we were all so full we felt like puking ha. but food was awesome man! e restaurant was huge n e place was crowded. paid only 9bucks per person n really ate to our fill...thou it would hv been better if we cld hv tried some other desserts too.BUT juz too full lol.

the restaurant..........

the calamari!!

can u believe how big izzit. 5 of us shared this huge plate which was meant for 2 ppl n couldn't finish! n jonathan is e kind who can eat a lot lor. i was e last man standing n almost died.

but of cuz there's always room for gelati!yummy.n e best thing? only 5.20 for this huge mountain.

me n bowon full n satisfied...ahhhh... n we will be back again!

2006-09-12T13:42:00.000+08:00

almost + krispy kremes...

i was this close to getting hit by a car today. scary.
i dunno wot i was thinking abt but i was deep in thots, standing at e junction, with my mp3 player in hand. n i heard e green man signal go up. n i juz walked straight out on e road
without even looking. this girl cyclist suddenly rushed past me n said be careful! and e car was horning at me. seriously everything was a blur. i realised after that that e green man signal was on for e other side of e road. dangerous.
i guess i juz hv to be more careful~

on another note, more krispy kremes arrvied...my fave doughnuts..been gorging so much down the past few months think i'm gonna be fat.

but i juz love krispy kremes.....yum yum...
jealous not?? haha....

2006-09-06T18:50:00.000+08:00

e death of steve irwin has been a great loss. my heart really goes out to his family.
reading e newspaper today in school about his wonderful relationship with bindi was so touching
i was seriously gonna tear. he is such a great dad, no matter how busy he would get,
he would always spend so much time with her.
it is sad he had to die in a freak accident.
he's contribution to wildlife has been amazing.
watching e tribute to steve irwin on tv made my heart ache so much.
he was so kind, so real, i couldn't help but tear.
i regret not going to e Australian Zoo when i was in gold coast.
yes, its too late.

2006-08-30T22:46:00.000+08:00

stressed

stress is kicking in once again with almost 6 weeks of school gone.
this week has been seriously hell. 2 tests this week n there's so much to study,
plus a psychology group presentation. all these plus a lack of sleep of only abt 7hrs/day (ok i noe i'm a pig but i need 9hrs of sleep these days yeah) is making me kinda moody. I NEED MORE SLEEP! arrrgh. but doing my weekly exercising with amanda, thou i brisked walked most of e time on e treadmill with e CLEO magazine in hand perked me up a little.not to say treating myself to nasi lemak! ha.
and with australian idol showing on tv these days with a couple of cute guys out of e lot, my eyes are hving a feast. introducing to u my fave Dean Geyer, South African karate champ hunk who recently migrated to melbourne n has an amazing voice. he works e cameras so well with his mersmerising eyes they make ur knees go weak.. he's not looking v good here but i'll post some more if i find better pics!

i noe ur probably bored now. but juz let me gush about dean ya! i seriously hvn't gushed abt a guy for quite some time.

at least these things are keeping me sane for e moment.
its ANOTHER hell week again nxt week...with 2 psychology lab reports due and i hv no freaking clue as to how to start becuz i hv to create my own hypothesis i'm screwed. and guess wot andy's almost done with his lab report. bleahz.

on another note, spring is here!! woohoo. my fave season. weather's been great e past few days averaging abt 20....no more thick wool jackets!

2006-08-29T13:00:00.000+08:00

don't know, don't care!

new motto that i borrowed from jonathan.
seriously thinking too much doesn't help so i'll juz learn to ignore.
i'm sorry for avoiding u and i didn't mean it. but at least i did try to talk to u after wot happened. so even that u shouldn't ignore and not even say hi?! wotever. i gave u e benefit of e doubt that you probably didn't see me. and i'll juz leave it as that. i was even gonna ask you out for a drink or something to chat since i haven't talked to u for some time. but i dun see a need to or i dun think i should even bother now. if you want to go have fun with your OCF friends or wotever and not care about all of us in e group anymore, so be it.
we are all tired. of always asking you out for dinner and hving you reject is countless times always saying your tied up with something. i noe, its sad that this friendship is almost dead.
i dunno wots wrong but i dun care anymore. we will all stop discussing, stop wondering wots happening from now on..

2006-08-22T17:12:00.000+08:00

fitness first

and so i received a private call on my handphone, thinking it was my dad.
guy on e other line: hi this is blah on e line, and i'm from fitness first, melbourne central. your friend kathleen has joined fitness first and has nominated you to come down for a free trial. has she told u abt it?
me: ??? fitness first?
i knew tt kathleen was going to join some time soon cuz she wanted to keep fit.....but she didn't tell me she nominated me!
me: erm nope she didn't tell me abt it.
guy: how often do u exercise amy?
me: hmmm i use my fren's house gym once a week.
guy: once a wk?? that's not enough! wots ur purpose of going to e gym amy?
me: well to keep fit of cuz. once a wk is not enough?
guy: yeah its not, would u like to come down for a free trial?
me: i'm sorry but once a wk is enough for me and besides i dun have much free time..
guy: oh. so u would not like to come down?
me: yeah. thanks anyway.

seriously once a wk is soooo enough for me! its not like i'm training for some olympic medal or sth haha. i rmbr not exercising AT ALL when i first came to melbourne. which is bad =.= n besides once i go for e free trial, i'm sure they would somehow make me join e membership..which i'm so reluctant. knowing how LAZY i am, i will definitely not go after one or two times. and hving to wear nice gym wear? i dun even hv any track suits! ha.

2006-08-20T00:04:00.000+08:00

Goong~

i am now hooked on to this drama:

Based on Park So Hee's popular korean manga, the drama follows the story of ChaeGyung through her struggles with finding out she's been arranged to marry the crown Prince of Korea and how she adjusts to the demands of her position and her growing feelings of love and hate for the prince.

the cast is not too good looking but i juz love e really pretty clothes they wear! n yeah e palace is huge n beautiful~~~ makes me laugh loads too!! off to watch more of goong~~

2006-08-17T11:48:00.000+08:00

prostate week, or wotever its called..

so its that time of e year again...
the time of e year where students from different faculties display
their stuff around e school on in lectures.
n so it happened during cognitive psych lecture yest.
when 20 over guys were stark naked. running around the lecture theatre.
it was a funny sight, seeing those guys running around, bump each other
and start screaming.
lasted for 5mins i reckoned haha.
andy was complaining y there weren't any naked girls. lol.
but it sure was hilarious.........
interesting stuff that i won't get to see in singapore heh? haha.
tts wot i like about it here. =P

2006-08-15T17:03:00.000+08:00

too nice??

i've recently concluded tt e lecturers and tutors here are TOO nice..
2 instances to cite evidence:

1) during neuroscience test:
lecturer: ok times up for e test. pls sit quietly while e tutors go around to collect ur answer sheets.
girl (raises hand): but 15mins is not up yet.
lecturer: i'm sure its been 15mins according to this watch. i dun suppose i got it wrong?
girl: i'm sure its not 15mins yet. could you give me more time?
lecturer: anyone else here needs more time??
LOTS of hands go up.................dang it.
lecturer: ok as of from now i'll give u an extra 5mins more to complete ur test as this is not a time pressure test.
everyone else happy.

heh where got such thing?? i already finished my test n amanda said she was qte sure 15mins was really up. n they actually give u extra time. this never happens in sg. oh well we were pretty disappointed.

2) during cognitive psych practical:
warwick(my cognitive psych tutor, who is so awfully cute!): we only took samples from e experiment from 16 students as shown in e table i've given to u for your lab report
students: only 16?
warwick: e reason y we did it this way its becuz we are afraid that some ppl out there would not noe how to type out this in a table in excel n to help those who can't do it, we limited e number of samples taken n not take 100 samples so as to not give too much trouble to those who would hv to hand write it. =.= wow so nice ah?? i tink if this happens in sg, e teacher will most probably ask u to go learn how to type it out in excel on ur own.

so tell me aren't they juz sooo nice??

2006-08-10T20:18:00.000+08:00

i've finally learnt e meaning of hard earned money.
but i've got a lot in return...including concerned msgs from my dear friends!
sometimes i juz feel so lucky.........

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i've been to West Lake and Shark's Fin restaurant so often i'm so sick of chinese
food already. not only tt i'm sick of korean, japanese n thai food too.
been eating out so often n entertaining different guests.......
i'm not even craving for any food at the moment....

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anyways e ndp celebration e singapore students society set up yest at Velour was seriously
crap. all i can say it was BORING boring boring...i thot they wld hv screened ndp live
or sth n it wldn't hv been tt bad. lousy bartenders who gave us peppermint schnapess when we asked for peach! bloody hell juz say u dun hv peach la so we can order sth else. together with lousy finger food which was miserable in portion n they had only satay n spring rolls =.=
plus crazy guys who took of their shirts n danced like mad dogs. waste of my money n time.arrgh.

2006-07-28T21:19:00.000+08:00

wow fendi's new denim embroidered spy bag...i want!!!! n they are selling on ebay for only US$179! its so pretty~~~

2006-07-26T18:36:00.000+08:00

gym!

i kept to my promise and went to e gym today! so after neuroscience lecture,
i walked with amanda to her house,which was an half an hour walk btw.
rested, watched some tv for a while n we got changed.
it was nice, there was only this 1 malay girl using e treadmill there. so i got on e treadmill
n ran 2.5km. been an awfully long time since i ran seriously. i wasn't terribly tired after tt but got off to work on my biceps. gosh was it hard. so it was 45mins of pure exercise. i am proud of myself. n besides it was such a nice weather for a work out! so much sun n e weather was juz perfect, not cold at all.

we went back n had hot salami n melted cheese on toast for snack. yum. bummed ard a bit n we had to go back to uni at 4 for another psych lec. it was pretty boring so we ended up sleeping a bit haha. stupid andy didn't believe i went to e gym..(ah tts cuz he knows i'm lazy) n was squishing my arms.ya i noe its flabby bleahz. still tried to be funny to say its good wot, bai bai nen nen. arrggh.

on a side note, made a new discovery tt turned me off so bad. ewww. seriously, get a life.

2006-07-24T19:31:00.000+08:00

deprived

we were on e topic of sleeping.......

zixin: when i can't sleep at night, i juz hold on to my buddha chain n i can fall asleep after that.
jon: if u can't sleep at night, any time at all, u juz give me a call dun worry.
me: whoa. so nice. jon if i cannot sleep at night can i call u too?
jon: i hear ur voice i will hang up immediately haha.
me: hmph. so mean. =.=

mean right. i noe i'm not ur gf but u dun hv to be so mean rite. ~.~ thats why i'm deprived.

anyway continuing my story...
i go back to e room after eating n clearing some of e dishes n leave e 2 lovebirds alone.
picture this: zixin washing e dishes then jon comes behind,hugs her then say let me give u some tender loving care. then zixin answers in her "cute" voice: y. dun u always do tt?

oh well oh well. this are juz excerpts of wot has been happening since feb....so i've kinda gotten used to it.....e bloody walls r SO thin. i can hear like a lot of things that they do too. not tt i wanna eavesdrop. i'd rather watch my dramas n hv a good laugh.

juz another sad part of my life~~

2006-07-23T21:08:00.000+08:00

friday nite

ast friday nite to chill before going back to school once again. bleahz. so ben, bowon n i went to this pub at melbourne central. e drinks were pretty good but e music sucked. so we went back early. so boring. there's seriously nth much to do at night in melbourne.

ben kindly treated us to e drinks:) thank goodness for bowon n ben! if not i'll be stuck at home all bored while jonathan n zixin goes out for their date~~

on another note, i've been thinking way too much it gives me a headache sometimes. sighing way too much too. i walked to safeway alone today n all i did was think, i was actually almost oblivious to my surroundings. anyways, decided to push my thoughts aside n see how things go instead.

2006-07-23T21:06:00.000+08:00

gold coast pics

as promised...here are e gold coast pics! go take a look...took me ages to load them up..

http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v502/amy_see/Gold%20Coast%202006/

2006-07-23T21:03:00.000+08:00

alex missing him like crazy now. now that my uncle, aunties n alex are gone, i dunno y i feel like there's a huge void in my life now. guess i've been used to them staying at my place, sleeping early n waking up extra early too. past few days hv been really enjoyable, with alex being forever so talkative n talking abt his pokemon n his gamza dori song which is really cute:) now everyone here is hooked on to e gamza dori song lol. even zixin sings e song when she bathes! haha. he's juz e most adorable thing in world~~

i'm so super lazy now. after they left this morning at 1030 i've been watching dramas till 2pm n took a nap till 5pm.bowon asked me out for bowling but i juz can't move my legs!! juz been idling on my bed with my laptop. n e weather being sucky(its freaking cold) does not help.... its back to school next mon n i dread it. this holiday has passed way too fast. boo. but it also means another semester n i'll be back home! yay. 4 months to go~~~

2006-07-23T21:02:00.000+08:00

driving test

finally passed it! after 2nd try. yeah but there always had to be obstacles in e way. 10mins before e test, the left headlight fused. so yeah Garry was like "jesus! jesus!" all e way. but seriously how unlucky. we quickly hopped on e car as he thot of where e nearest mechanic was. we drove 2km down lygon but there was nth n he remembered tt there was one near nicholson. so he drove seriously so fast to get it fixed. now whether they hv e exact bulb for it. e stupid mechanic was still happily chatting on e phone n smoking his ciggie. come on man, we are in a hurry! he knew tt we were in a hurry but he still took his own sweet time. damn guy. n because he knew tt we needed it urgently, he ripped Garry off, charging $20 bucks juz for that crap. wotever. on e way back to vic roads(test centre), we took forever, with red lights everywhere. by e time we got back, we were 5mins late for e test.

ok i was feeling very flustered n affected by wot juz happened. so yeah i seriously didn't noe wot i was doing thruout. i wanted to turn left even thou i was not told to n yeah wth thankfully i realised n didn't do tt. i did tt twice!! see how e nerves get e better of u........arrrggh. but oh well thankfully i passed! thou he marked me down for my parking! my parking was good alrite. even Garry said tt he didn't agree with his marking. but yay i'm glad i got Garry as my instructor, he's a good mate who understands me pretty well.=)

treated myself to gelato ice cream after that. ferrero rocher n lemon sorbet flavour. delicious. i'm in a superb mood yay yay~~~ so juz let me enjoy e rest of my holidays, n spend more time with my little cousin alex n my uncle n aunty since they are here for a holiday>>>>>>>

2006-07-23T21:00:00.000+08:00

gold coast trip

hadn't had much time to blog about it since i got back. anyways to sum it up it was fun fun fun~~ although e apartment was rather shity, meaning we had to bathe in cold water for 3nights. arrgh, bad. cuz it was e 7 of us who squeezed in a 2 bedroom apt where only 5 people are allowed. so yeah i guess we used too much hot water e first 2 nights. on e 2nd day, we went to dream world! we warmed ourselves up with a non-scary ride first.... before proceeding to The Giant Drop which was e scariest ride ever i tell u. u hang up there 20storeys for abt 1min or so not knowing when ur going to drop n when u do, u feel like ur guts are gonna fall. not a nice feeling. but yeah i'm glad i tried it n experienced sth. even bought a keyring as momento! even thou my face could not be seen=) i was so numb after that i didn't noe wot i was doing after tt n i went to e cyclone after that. this roller coaster ride. seriously i've never ever taken a rollercoaster with loops. n this was 2 straight loops in a row. but it was seriously thrilling. e loops were nth at all. but e steep slopes down were scary. i closed my eyes for half e ride. if not i wouldn't hv survived it lol. took a few other rides n i was so exhausted after tt.

at night was zichao's birthday celebration!! thou e plan didn't work out tt well we had a fun time. n ice cream cake at baskin robbins means e whole cake is made of ice cream! double choc. but it was pretty good......i ended my freezing like crazy after tt. haha.

3rd day was nth much as we woke up pretty late n went down to this harbour town shopping place n looked around. didn't get anything much thou.

4th day, to e beach we go!! it was pretty good weather, rather sunny but it got qte cold cuz of e wind blowing. took lotsa pics n played beach volleyball n soccer. we totally sucked but hell who cares, i had a good work out which felt pretty good. hvn't exercised so much for some time!!checked out this really cool restaurant cum club place which served awesome food. we had white n red wine to go with it as well. one of e best steak i hv ever eaten in a while.

day 5 was spent at movie world....regretted not taking e superman ride which goes at 100km/h n goes vertical up n down. arrrggh. oh well but i bought a superman shirt!! n got to see batman again. i still rmbr e last time i went to movie world when i was pretty young n batman carried me! so i still like him v much lol. i noe i'm kiddish. haha. but i dun really care.=P but it was a fun trip all in all. with e exception of bowon taking EXTRA long to get herself ready. n when i say long she take like almost 3 hrs. so yeah e guys got quite sick of waiting for her to dress up. even i had to hurry her, n she was complaining i was like her mother lol. n e guys were pretty good to cook dinner for us for 1 night cuz we girls planned e whole trip yeah. photos will be up pretty soon. juz wait for a few more days......

2006-07-23T20:57:00.000+08:00

exams over/holiday in!

exams been over since last fri. hadn't had time to blog about it thou, been really busy. its like i'm even busier than normal school days lol. n i've been sleeping so little! so as such my life's like this right now...at night at abt 1am, football starts till 3..n we all go take a nap after that, wake up at 5 and continue watching soccer till 7am. so 7am its alr day break then we'll go to sleep lol. n i wake up say 1? see not enough sleep! i need 9hrs everyday so as to not look like a zombie thruout e day. so i wake up at 1, n we hv different plans like go shopping or wotsoever. basically its juz shopping everyday yeah. n we went IKEA e other day to get some stuff as well. but basically i feel like i'm living some rich "tai tai" lifestyle. after shopping e whole afternoon, we'll come back cook dinner, talk n talk n before we know it its like 1030 n i plop myself in front of e laptop to watch my dramas,shower n get ready for football at 1. e day repeats itself again. but its boring~~

can't wait to go to gold coast n get to e beach n hv fun. already planning wot clothes we shld bring n look nice n all that:)

me,bowon n zixin at lygon street

anyways we had a fun night last nite as city melbourne had a special event where they placed 2 big screens at e intersection of lygon st (where all e italians are, nice italian food is) and faraday st for e big game of Italy vs Australia. we got there early, like 1130pm to get a good view. n boy was it qte fun. there were qte a number or italians around so we cheered with them. but yeah i expected a better game, gg into extra time n all that but tt penalty didn't make it v nice. refereeing has been really poor this world cup which is sad. but oh well. we went home aft that n bowon wanted to play her birthday "one shot" present game. so yeah jonathan n i were pretty unlucky n were caught on e "drink one shot" spot v often n had to drink e soju bowon bought. but it was a fun... its getting pretty cold these days. e wind is getting stronger. brrrrr. i miss autumn...

2006-07-23T20:55:00.000+08:00

driving

the day did not start well with me hving v dry eyes n they were hurting a little. i was wondering y when i realised i dreamt that i was hving dinner at a hawker centre, eating prawn mee with my mum n family. i probably was crying in my sleep......n wasn't aware about it. was feeling a little down. i prepared to go for my driving lesson then followed by e test.

realised i had flu n i couldn't stop sniffing. which was another bad sign i guess. was driving perfectly fine and my parks were absolutely perfect. when it came down to e test. i was waiting for e tester and it was e longest wait in my life. i was like 15mins n it would be over! but alas no, i had to go thru it again. i was driving thru e interesection, passed thru it halfway n i looked out to my left but was blocked by e cars parked there n i did not see e other car which was about to pass by!! shucks. bummer. wth. i failed. did not stop for oncoming car. i was disheartened. terribly upset. i'm sorry was all Garry, my driving instructor told me. i was silent thruout e whole ride back to e driving centre to book my next test.it was not meant to be. i will hv to take e nxt test in 3 wks time.

i hv a phobia now, a rather strong one in fact. i will not allow myself to fail again. i was always cautious, looking out for cars patiently. but i juz didn't see this particular car on my left. i told myself not to make silly mistakes n i did. i've let the nerves get e better of me... i find it really hard to study now.... i need to whine to someone now, real bad....but zixin's not home. she's got her last paper.

feeling juz horrid. i hate myself, for being so stupid. for always screwing things up.

2006-07-23T20:54:00.000+08:00

tuan is done with his exams so he came over yest to watch england vs trinidad with me. yay. it was fun. to hv someone to cheer with thou england left it very very late. we ate so much snacks thou and i was still quite hungry after that. so bad. it was really frustrating to see how england played. really poor. thankfully rooney, downing and lennon came in to give some "life" to e team. n of cuz that scorcher by gerrard! wow. word class =.= spain n czech are doing well too so yay:)

one more week to my last paper. boring. so sick of studying. bleahz. i finished watching this taiwanese drama series on youtube. it was good. almost everyone is done with their exam. i'm e last. arrrggh. but it feels like i'm hving holiday now as well~~~ i'm soooooooo bored.

stupid internet's slow now cuz we exceeded our downloading limit for e first time. been watching too much shows zixin n i lolz.

2006-07-23T20:51:00.000+08:00

random thoughts

i'm a happy girl today cuz i got to eat char kway teow. huge portion huh. freaking full after that. but i still want my carrot cake!

world cup fever is finally here. which means late night snacks! thou yeah it gets kinda boring that i've been watching e matches alone so far cuz we are still in e midst of exams. well bowon will be over soon to support her south korea! n tuan with me for england:) been hving weird dreams lately. about people whom i'm not even close to. n me begging in e dreams. hmmm wonder wot that means.

2006-07-23T20:48:00.001+08:00

not feeling good

that fucking bastard should juz go die. serious. u do not hit a dog n just drive away without even getting out of ur car to check. how can humans be so cruel? n my dear prince could be heard whining so loudly a distance away that my brother who was chasing after him could hear it. i juz found out. prince whining pierces my heart. i'm getting all teary again. i've had wonderful memories with prince. nth tt i'm sure any other dog or anyone could ever replace. i rmbred how happy i was when i first got him. he was such a hyper dog, always running around. my last evening walk with him is still vivid in my mind, i rmbr it was e 23rd feb. i brought him out to e park n there were 3 little shitzus that he had fun playing with. i'm sorry i wasn't there for u prince,jie jie is so sorry. willow is another one tt i'm really worried abt. she seems rather sad apparently. as much as she hates it when prince disturbs her, the two of them had really fun times together. i keep losing things in my life, which really pains me. i'm not sure if i can take another blow if someone dear to me disappears from my life in such a short period of time again. pls, spare me.i'm v afraid of losing things now.

bio paper was bad. oh well, e lecturers lied. and i couldn't concentrate as e place was freezing, my hands were shivering as i attempted e paper. very bad. look at e state of our exam hall before we went in:

looks like some castle thats going to vanish in a moment. v dreamy like. i hate having exams during winter.

2006-07-23T20:48:00.000+08:00

2nd black out!
again! pisses me off. but this time i was already in bed. n zixin was still studying. then she woke me up, shining her hp light on me. i was in a daze wondering wot happened. dunno wot time it came back on cuz we both juz went to bed. n e building manager left a note to us saying, we noe exams r coming up, n its getting cold so there's an increase in consumption of electricity. so we will get e electricity to fix it asap. ASAP!?! wth. it seems like he's suggesting tt its our fault tt this happened. how could we hv known? this is juz absurd. wotever. its so close to exams n this is happening. i'm so scared now that i bathe super early. juz hoping tt it will get solved soon.

on a different note, i tink my brain's leaky, juz like capillary walls. i can't rmbr wot i studied. yikes. too much bio!! back to more studying...................

2006-07-23T20:46:00.000+08:00

BLACK OUT!

it was abt 1am and i plopped myself on my comfy leather chair, looking at my accounting notes, snacking on my colon biscuit and yeah chatting online. all was fine. i had my heater on for a while to keep me snug and warm. when suddenly poof! there was a black out! i was amused. thankfully zixin juz finished bathing and was making her way out. i brought out my ever so handy torchlight and made my way out of the apt to see wot was going on. the 2 security sliding doors that we need to pass thru everytime was wide open and was stuck there. thankfully, no one was in the elevator at that point of time. heh. i wanted to study.shit. so stupid.

zixin and i were back in our apt, with only my hp camera light and torchlight. i was getting irritated. e lack of light was making me very dizzy. we were both so bored that i went to throw the rubbish and zixin was washing some of the leftover dishes we had after drinking our sweet potato soup. and then we were back to e living room, staring at each other while we talked to jonathan on the phone. thankfully i juz finished charging my phone! i called home with my hp to try talk to my dad but he was asleep. and my bro did not help by laughing at my misfotune! ahh so wotever we juz decided to go to bed. it was 2.30 at that point of time. it was juz 10mins after we were in bed e electricity came back on! arrrgh. but wotever, screw it we both went back to sleep. how exciting huh.

and when xuan yu msged me, he reminded me abt e time back in sg when there was a major black out and we had a common test e next day! but oh well. but it was fun anyways, it was so freaking hot i was lying on e marble floor but it was of no use. i tried to go sleep but i was sweating perfusely. and u wouldn't believe wot i did. i took a towel, wet it, and placed it on my body, and went to sleep naked. that was how desperate i was. thinking abt it, its hilarious. haha.

2006-07-23T20:39:00.000+08:00

i love zixin n jonathan. there are one of the nicest ppl around. i love the liverpool scarf so much thanks a million! being zixin, n feeling bad she goes on her dates n leaving me alone, she always thinks abt me. its juz so sweet....

went to watch da vinci code yest. it was alrite, most of the impt parts of the book was highlighted. but yeah, i was kinda disturbed by some parts. but its juz me being bias, yeah. so do not ask me if this was true blah blah wot would u do. but it was nice, the 7 of us hadn't had a outing for quite some time. n we managed to finally all sit down n plan the Gold Coast trip which is more or less kinda settled now. so yay.

i hate it when ppl tell u one thing and tell your friend another story. it pisses me off. so i've learnt to not bother abt such stuff anymore. bah. its a boring sat nite. i miss nights without football......

2006-07-23T20:27:00.000+08:00

talking to jf on e phone always makes me feel better. or izzit everytime i talk on e phone i feel better?hmmm. yeah i guess. jf n wb always makes me go crazy n not act my normal self. reb is always complaining abt stuff. tim,always updates me abt wots gg on in sg n he's always concerned abt my life here. it makes me happy tt i always hv these friends to rely on. n not forgetting abt my dear little sis whom i can talk anything under e sun abt. these ppl keep me sane. from e stuff tt happens in my life n wotever rubbish i noe i bore them with. but u guys rock,seriously.

gold coast trip?looks like only zixin,bowon n i r busy searching for e cheapest to stay, cheapest transfers we can get n anything tt is e CHEAPEST.god.pls 7 of us gg, n e guys not helping out does not make it easier.tuan juz want everything e cheapest,n leaves us to do e dirty work.pls,give me a break.we need to study as well.n u juz not bother n do ur own studying?it sucks.wotever. i'm sick of sch.so sick.pls hurry exams juz come n let me enjoy my holiday.so sick of my life sometimes.n i miss home like crazy.counting down 6 mths.bummer:(

2006-07-23T20:24:00.000+08:00

i'm so happy today! received a card from rebecca dear:) wot a pleasant surprise. it mayb juz be a card, a simple act but it really touched me dear. it means that ur thinking of me, which makes me really glad. how fast time flies, i've already known u for 7yrs. i miss u lots too!=P on a

different note,i need clothes. i want that sweater, tt lovely blouse.arrggh. i love shopping. its so hard to control urself when ur broke n with an impeding gold coast trip coming up. no matter how many i buy, its juz not enough. i'm nv satisfied.which is bad.sighhzzzz. i want to go home!!another 6 more mths. i miss home so much.

oh well.exams coming up in 3wks.sigh.i seriously need to focus.i hv so much things on my mind i need to clear them.n it sucks that world cup is right smack in my exam. n how i can hv a 10day break btw my 3rd n 4th paper!everyone finishes so freaking early.STUDY, i will.