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Friday, July 28, 2006

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wow fendi's new denim embroidered spy bag...i want!!!! n they are selling on ebay for only US$179! its so pretty~~~

9:19 PM;

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

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gym!

i kept to my promise and went to e gym today! so after neuroscience lecture,
i walked with amanda to her house,which was an half an hour walk btw.
rested, watched some tv for a while n we got changed.
it was nice, there was only this 1 malay girl using e treadmill there. so i got on e treadmill
n ran 2.5km. been an awfully long time since i ran seriously. i wasn't terribly tired after tt but got off to work on my biceps. gosh was it hard. so it was 45mins of pure exercise. i am proud of myself. n besides it was such a nice weather for a work out! so much sun n e weather was juz perfect, not cold at all.

we went back n had hot salami n melted cheese on toast for snack. yum. bummed ard a bit n we had to go back to uni at 4 for another psych lec. it was pretty boring so we ended up sleeping a bit haha. stupid andy didn't believe i went to e gym..(ah tts cuz he knows i'm lazy) n was squishing my arms.ya i noe its flabby bleahz. still tried to be funny to say its good wot, bai bai nen nen. arrggh.

on a side note, made a new discovery tt turned me off so bad. ewww. seriously, get a life.

6:36 PM;

Monday, July 24, 2006

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deprived

we were on e topic of sleeping.......

zixin: when i can't sleep at night, i juz hold on to my buddha chain n i can fall asleep after that.
jon: if u can't sleep at night, any time at all, u juz give me a call dun worry.
me: whoa. so nice. jon if i cannot sleep at night can i call u too?
jon: i hear ur voice i will hang up immediately haha.
me: hmph. so mean. =.=

mean right. i noe i'm not ur gf but u dun hv to be so mean rite. ~.~ thats why i'm deprived.

anyway continuing my story...
i go back to e room after eating n clearing some of e dishes n leave e 2 lovebirds alone.
picture this: zixin washing e dishes then jon comes behind,hugs her then say let me give u some tender loving care. then zixin answers in her "cute" voice: y. dun u always do tt?

oh well oh well. this are juz excerpts of wot has been happening since feb....so i've kinda gotten used to it.....e bloody walls r SO thin. i can hear like a lot of things that they do too. not tt i wanna eavesdrop. i'd rather watch my dramas n hv a good laugh.

juz another sad part of my life~~

7:31 PM;

Sunday, July 23, 2006

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friday nite

ast friday nite to chill before going back to school once again. bleahz. so ben, bowon n i went to this pub at melbourne central. e drinks were pretty good but e music sucked. so we went back early. so boring. there's seriously nth much to do at night in melbourne.

ben kindly treated us to e drinks:) thank goodness for bowon n ben! if not i'll be stuck at home all bored while jonathan n zixin goes out for their date~~

on another note, i've been thinking way too much it gives me a headache sometimes. sighing way too much too. i walked to safeway alone today n all i did was think, i was actually almost oblivious to my surroundings. anyways, decided to push my thoughts aside n see how things go instead.

9:08 PM;

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gold coast pics

as promised...here are e gold coast pics! go take a look...took me ages to load them up..

http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v502/amy_see/Gold%20Coast%202006/

9:06 PM;

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alex missing him like crazy now. now that my uncle, aunties n alex are gone, i dunno y i feel like there's a huge void in my life now. guess i've been used to them staying at my place, sleeping early n waking up extra early too. past few days hv been really enjoyable, with alex being forever so talkative n talking abt his pokemon n his gamza dori song which is really cute:) now everyone here is hooked on to e gamza dori song lol. even zixin sings e song when she bathes! haha. he's juz e most adorable thing in world~~

i'm so super lazy now. after they left this morning at 1030 i've been watching dramas till 2pm n took a nap till 5pm.bowon asked me out for bowling but i juz can't move my legs!! juz been idling on my bed with my laptop. n e weather being sucky(its freaking cold) does not help.... its back to school next mon n i dread it. this holiday has passed way too fast. boo. but it also means another semester n i'll be back home! yay. 4 months to go~~~

9:03 PM;

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driving test

finally passed it! after 2nd try. yeah but there always had to be obstacles in e way. 10mins before e test, the left headlight fused. so yeah Garry was like "jesus! jesus!" all e way. but seriously how unlucky. we quickly hopped on e car as he thot of where e nearest mechanic was. we drove 2km down lygon but there was nth n he remembered tt there was one near nicholson. so he drove seriously so fast to get it fixed. now whether they hv e exact bulb for it. e stupid mechanic was still happily chatting on e phone n smoking his ciggie. come on man, we are in a hurry! he knew tt we were in a hurry but he still took his own sweet time. damn guy. n because he knew tt we needed it urgently, he ripped Garry off, charging $20 bucks juz for that crap. wotever. on e way back to vic roads(test centre), we took forever, with red lights everywhere. by e time we got back, we were 5mins late for e test.

ok i was feeling very flustered n affected by wot juz happened. so yeah i seriously didn't noe wot i was doing thruout. i wanted to turn left even thou i was not told to n yeah wth thankfully i realised n didn't do tt. i did tt twice!! see how e nerves get e better of u........arrrggh. but oh well thankfully i passed! thou he marked me down for my parking! my parking was good alrite. even Garry said tt he didn't agree with his marking. but yay i'm glad i got Garry as my instructor, he's a good mate who understands me pretty well.=)

treated myself to gelato ice cream after that. ferrero rocher n lemon sorbet flavour. delicious. i'm in a superb mood yay yay~~~ so juz let me enjoy e rest of my holidays, n spend more time with my little cousin alex n my uncle n aunty since they are here for a holiday>>>>>>>

9:02 PM;

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gold coast trip

hadn't had much time to blog about it since i got back. anyways to sum it up it was fun fun fun~~ although e apartment was rather shity, meaning we had to bathe in cold water for 3nights. arrgh, bad. cuz it was e 7 of us who squeezed in a 2 bedroom apt where only 5 people are allowed. so yeah i guess we used too much hot water e first 2 nights. on e 2nd day, we went to dream world! we warmed ourselves up with a non-scary ride first.... before proceeding to The Giant Drop which was e scariest ride ever i tell u. u hang up there 20storeys for abt 1min or so not knowing when ur going to drop n when u do, u feel like ur guts are gonna fall. not a nice feeling. but yeah i'm glad i tried it n experienced sth. even bought a keyring as momento! even thou my face could not be seen=) i was so numb after that i didn't noe wot i was doing after tt n i went to e cyclone after that. this roller coaster ride. seriously i've never ever taken a rollercoaster with loops. n this was 2 straight loops in a row. but it was seriously thrilling. e loops were nth at all. but e steep slopes down were scary. i closed my eyes for half e ride. if not i wouldn't hv survived it lol. took a few other rides n i was so exhausted after tt.

at night was zichao's birthday celebration!! thou e plan didn't work out tt well we had a fun time. n ice cream cake at baskin robbins means e whole cake is made of ice cream! double choc. but it was pretty good......i ended my freezing like crazy after tt. haha.

3rd day was nth much as we woke up pretty late n went down to this harbour town shopping place n looked around. didn't get anything much thou.

4th day, to e beach we go!! it was pretty good weather, rather sunny but it got qte cold cuz of e wind blowing. took lotsa pics n played beach volleyball n soccer. we totally sucked but hell who cares, i had a good work out which felt pretty good. hvn't exercised so much for some time!!checked out this really cool restaurant cum club place which served awesome food. we had white n red wine to go with it as well. one of e best steak i hv ever eaten in a while.

day 5 was spent at movie world....regretted not taking e superman ride which goes at 100km/h n goes vertical up n down. arrrggh. oh well but i bought a superman shirt!! n got to see batman again. i still rmbr e last time i went to movie world when i was pretty young n batman carried me! so i still like him v much lol. i noe i'm kiddish. haha. but i dun really care.=P but it was a fun trip all in all. with e exception of bowon taking EXTRA long to get herself ready. n when i say long she take like almost 3 hrs. so yeah e guys got quite sick of waiting for her to dress up. even i had to hurry her, n she was complaining i was like her mother lol. n e guys were pretty good to cook dinner for us for 1 night cuz we girls planned e whole trip yeah. photos will be up pretty soon. juz wait for a few more days......

9:00 PM;

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exams over/holiday in!

exams been over since last fri. hadn't had time to blog about it thou, been really busy. its like i'm even busier than normal school days lol. n i've been sleeping so little! so as such my life's like this right now...at night at abt 1am, football starts till 3..n we all go take a nap after that, wake up at 5 and continue watching soccer till 7am. so 7am its alr day break then we'll go to sleep lol. n i wake up say 1? see not enough sleep! i need 9hrs everyday so as to not look like a zombie thruout e day. so i wake up at 1, n we hv different plans like go shopping or wotsoever. basically its juz shopping everyday yeah. n we went IKEA e other day to get some stuff as well. but basically i feel like i'm living some rich "tai tai" lifestyle. after shopping e whole afternoon, we'll come back cook dinner, talk n talk n before we know it its like 1030 n i plop myself in front of e laptop to watch my dramas,shower n get ready for football at 1. e day repeats itself again. but its boring~~

can't wait to go to gold coast n get to e beach n hv fun. already planning wot clothes we shld bring n look nice n all that:)

me,bowon n zixin at lygon street

anyways we had a fun night last nite as city melbourne had a special event where they placed 2 big screens at e intersection of lygon st (where all e italians are, nice italian food is) and faraday st for e big game of Italy vs Australia. we got there early, like 1130pm to get a good view. n boy was it qte fun. there were qte a number or italians around so we cheered with them. but yeah i expected a better game, gg into extra time n all that but tt penalty didn't make it v nice. refereeing has been really poor this world cup which is sad. but oh well. we went home aft that n bowon wanted to play her birthday "one shot" present game. so yeah jonathan n i were pretty unlucky n were caught on e "drink one shot" spot v often n had to drink e soju bowon bought. but it was a fun... its getting pretty cold these days. e wind is getting stronger. brrrrr. i miss autumn...

8:57 PM;

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driving

the day did not start well with me hving v dry eyes n they were hurting a little. i was wondering y when i realised i dreamt that i was hving dinner at a hawker centre, eating prawn mee with my mum n family. i probably was crying in my sleep......n wasn't aware about it. was feeling a little down. i prepared to go for my driving lesson then followed by e test.

realised i had flu n i couldn't stop sniffing. which was another bad sign i guess. was driving perfectly fine and my parks were absolutely perfect. when it came down to e test. i was waiting for e tester and it was e longest wait in my life. i was like 15mins n it would be over! but alas no, i had to go thru it again. i was driving thru e interesection, passed thru it halfway n i looked out to my left but was blocked by e cars parked there n i did not see e other car which was about to pass by!! shucks. bummer. wth. i failed. did not stop for oncoming car. i was disheartened. terribly upset. i'm sorry was all Garry, my driving instructor told me. i was silent thruout e whole ride back to e driving centre to book my next test.it was not meant to be. i will hv to take e nxt test in 3 wks time.

i hv a phobia now, a rather strong one in fact. i will not allow myself to fail again. i was always cautious, looking out for cars patiently. but i juz didn't see this particular car on my left. i told myself not to make silly mistakes n i did. i've let the nerves get e better of me... i find it really hard to study now.... i need to whine to someone now, real bad....but zixin's not home. she's got her last paper.

feeling juz horrid. i hate myself, for being so stupid. for always screwing things up.

8:55 PM;

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tuan is done with his exams so he came over yest to watch england vs trinidad with me. yay. it was fun. to hv someone to cheer with thou england left it very very late. we ate so much snacks thou and i was still quite hungry after that. so bad. it was really frustrating to see how england played. really poor. thankfully rooney, downing and lennon came in to give some "life" to e team. n of cuz that scorcher by gerrard! wow. word class =.= spain n czech are doing well too so yay:)

one more week to my last paper. boring. so sick of studying. bleahz. i finished watching this taiwanese drama series on youtube. it was good. almost everyone is done with their exam. i'm e last. arrrggh. but it feels like i'm hving holiday now as well~~~ i'm soooooooo bored.

stupid internet's slow now cuz we exceeded our downloading limit for e first time. been watching too much shows zixin n i lolz.

8:54 PM;

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random thoughts

i'm a happy girl today cuz i got to eat char kway teow. huge portion huh. freaking full after that. but i still want my carrot cake!

world cup fever is finally here. which means late night snacks! thou yeah it gets kinda boring that i've been watching e matches alone so far cuz we are still in e midst of exams. well bowon will be over soon to support her south korea! n tuan with me for england:) been hving weird dreams lately. about people whom i'm not even close to. n me begging in e dreams. hmmm wonder wot that means.

8:51 PM;

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not feeling good

that fucking bastard should juz go die. serious. u do not hit a dog n just drive away without even getting out of ur car to check. how can humans be so cruel? n my dear prince could be heard whining so loudly a distance away that my brother who was chasing after him could hear it. i juz found out. prince whining pierces my heart. i'm getting all teary again. i've had wonderful memories with prince. nth tt i'm sure any other dog or anyone could ever replace. i rmbred how happy i was when i first got him. he was such a hyper dog, always running around. my last evening walk with him is still vivid in my mind, i rmbr it was e 23rd feb. i brought him out to e park n there were 3 little shitzus that he had fun playing with. i'm sorry i wasn't there for u prince,jie jie is so sorry. willow is another one tt i'm really worried abt. she seems rather sad apparently. as much as she hates it when prince disturbs her, the two of them had really fun times together. i keep losing things in my life, which really pains me. i'm not sure if i can take another blow if someone dear to me disappears from my life in such a short period of time again. pls, spare me.i'm v afraid of losing things now.

bio paper was bad. oh well, e lecturers lied. and i couldn't concentrate as e place was freezing, my hands were shivering as i attempted e paper. very bad. look at e state of our exam hall before we went in:

looks like some castle thats going to vanish in a moment. v dreamy like. i hate having exams during winter.

8:48 PM;

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2nd black out!
again! pisses me off. but this time i was already in bed. n zixin was still studying. then she woke me up, shining her hp light on me. i was in a daze wondering wot happened. dunno wot time it came back on cuz we both juz went to bed. n e building manager left a note to us saying, we noe exams r coming up, n its getting cold so there's an increase in consumption of electricity. so we will get e electricity to fix it asap. ASAP!?! wth. it seems like he's suggesting tt its our fault tt this happened. how could we hv known? this is juz absurd. wotever. its so close to exams n this is happening. i'm so scared now that i bathe super early. juz hoping tt it will get solved soon.

on a different note, i tink my brain's leaky, juz like capillary walls. i can't rmbr wot i studied. yikes. too much bio!! back to more studying...................

8:48 PM;

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BLACK OUT!

it was abt 1am and i plopped myself on my comfy leather chair, looking at my accounting notes, snacking on my colon biscuit and yeah chatting online. all was fine. i had my heater on for a while to keep me snug and warm. when suddenly poof! there was a black out! i was amused. thankfully zixin juz finished bathing and was making her way out. i brought out my ever so handy torchlight and made my way out of the apt to see wot was going on. the 2 security sliding doors that we need to pass thru everytime was wide open and was stuck there. thankfully, no one was in the elevator at that point of time. heh. i wanted to study.shit. so stupid.

zixin and i were back in our apt, with only my hp camera light and torchlight. i was getting irritated. e lack of light was making me very dizzy. we were both so bored that i went to throw the rubbish and zixin was washing some of the leftover dishes we had after drinking our sweet potato soup. and then we were back to e living room, staring at each other while we talked to jonathan on the phone. thankfully i juz finished charging my phone! i called home with my hp to try talk to my dad but he was asleep. and my bro did not help by laughing at my misfotune! ahh so wotever we juz decided to go to bed. it was 2.30 at that point of time. it was juz 10mins after we were in bed e electricity came back on! arrrgh. but wotever, screw it we both went back to sleep. how exciting huh.

and when xuan yu msged me, he reminded me abt e time back in sg when there was a major black out and we had a common test e next day! but oh well. but it was fun anyways, it was so freaking hot i was lying on e marble floor but it was of no use. i tried to go sleep but i was sweating perfusely. and u wouldn't believe wot i did. i took a towel, wet it, and placed it on my body, and went to sleep naked. that was how desperate i was. thinking abt it, its hilarious. haha.

8:46 PM;

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i love zixin n jonathan. there are one of the nicest ppl around. i love the liverpool scarf so much thanks a million! being zixin, n feeling bad she goes on her dates n leaving me alone, she always thinks abt me. its juz so sweet....

went to watch da vinci code yest. it was alrite, most of the impt parts of the book was highlighted. but yeah, i was kinda disturbed by some parts. but its juz me being bias, yeah. so do not ask me if this was true blah blah wot would u do. but it was nice, the 7 of us hadn't had a outing for quite some time. n we managed to finally all sit down n plan the Gold Coast trip which is more or less kinda settled now. so yay.

i hate it when ppl tell u one thing and tell your friend another story. it pisses me off. so i've learnt to not bother abt such stuff anymore. bah. its a boring sat nite. i miss nights without football......

8:39 PM;

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talking to jf on e phone always makes me feel better. or izzit everytime i talk on e phone i feel better?hmmm. yeah i guess. jf n wb always makes me go crazy n not act my normal self. reb is always complaining abt stuff. tim,always updates me abt wots gg on in sg n he's always concerned abt my life here. it makes me happy tt i always hv these friends to rely on. n not forgetting abt my dear little sis whom i can talk anything under e sun abt. these ppl keep me sane. from e stuff tt happens in my life n wotever rubbish i noe i bore them with. but u guys rock,seriously.

gold coast trip?looks like only zixin,bowon n i r busy searching for e cheapest to stay, cheapest transfers we can get n anything tt is e CHEAPEST.god.pls 7 of us gg, n e guys not helping out does not make it easier.tuan juz want everything e cheapest,n leaves us to do e dirty work.pls,give me a break.we need to study as well.n u juz not bother n do ur own studying?it sucks.wotever. i'm sick of sch.so sick.pls hurry exams juz come n let me enjoy my holiday.so sick of my life sometimes.n i miss home like crazy.counting down 6 mths.bummer:(

8:27 PM;

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i'm so happy today! received a card from rebecca dear:) wot a pleasant surprise. it mayb juz be a card, a simple act but it really touched me dear. it means that ur thinking of me, which makes me really glad. how fast time flies, i've already known u for 7yrs. i miss u lots too!=P on a

different note,i need clothes. i want that sweater, tt lovely blouse.arrggh. i love shopping. its so hard to control urself when ur broke n with an impeding gold coast trip coming up. no matter how many i buy, its juz not enough. i'm nv satisfied.which is bad.sighhzzzz. i want to go home!!another 6 more mths. i miss home so much.

oh well.exams coming up in 3wks.sigh.i seriously need to focus.i hv so much things on my mind i need to clear them.n it sucks that world cup is right smack in my exam. n how i can hv a 10day break btw my 3rd n 4th paper!everyone finishes so freaking early.STUDY, i will.

8:24 PM;